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X = ?
1 year agoIn this relationship what he really feels is X & Im trying to use all the known factors to determine the value of X. Im starting to feel like John Nash in A Beautiful Mind pacing in front of a window adorned with my scribbles mumbling to myself as I try to solve this equation of us. I can also relate to his multiple halluncinations talking to him because every day I think of another aspect of you & how that influences your actions. Im battling those voices to find which one makes more sense when all that needs to be done is for you to tell me. But I know you wont, you are too private scared to let feelings openly flow. As a Sag that is difficult for me to understand. I wear my heart on my sleeve, hell a blind man can see how I feel. Im too dedicated to finding the answer to X even if it means being hurt. Through it all it will show you I care enough to find out, to take the time to discover you, to find that answer to X
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Saying the things she won't
After 30+ years I finally realize that my greatest asset, & my downfall, is the fact that I will say anything & everything that pops in my head. So as I pursue the career I finally decided on & try to decide if I really want to settle down I'm using my God-given gift of words to talk it out.
